I've noticed that no matter how many times I promise myself I'll call someone or email someone or just generally get in touch with the people that matter to me, I always forgot or end up not doing it one way or another. It's surprising that I graduated nearly two years ago and I've lost touch with so many people. Rather sad, actually. This week I was reminded of three friends that I love very much and haven't seen in a while. Amanda, Chels and Haylee. I know those names mean nothing except to them, but I had a heavy heart as I wished I had the guts and the time to go for a coffee or ANYTHING.

Maybe I'm just a boring person who'd rather be alone with my school work and computer then hang out, but I hope I haven't become that after the years of being an outgoing people lover. To all my friends that I haven't chatted with in months or maybe even a year or two, I LOVE YOU! I may not be the best at staying in touch, but I love everyone to death and I hope to talk to everyone soon despite all our busy lifestyles. *sighs* Okay, done depressing myself now. <3

Well it has been awhile since I said anything in my journal thing and I figure that I should start trying to use it since me and have made a club! Heh heh. If you want to check it out, feel free. It's basically just for fans of the Draco/Hermione pairing and we'll have fanart and that sort of stuff. Contests and fun stuff. Jess is so awesome though and I don't think I should get to be a founder cause I can't draw XD I do LOVE Draco and Hermione though. Draco especially.... *grins*

Other then that, life's pretty good. My kitty is getting bigger and still sounds like a big baby. I work, go to class, eat, sleep, huggle my cj, and chat with people when I can. Mostly, I'm at home doing work and talking over msn. Joy, lucky me huh?

Well I better get back to work before Jess whips me or kicks me out of my own club XD Check my scraps if you'd like to see the rough copies of the pics I did for and

Laterdays!

Well today has been an eventful 19th brithday. I worked, got engaged and drank legally! Actually it all started with going to Milestones for my birthday lunch with my sexy man since I had to work at four. The service was kind of slow since we were the only ones on the patio and they kind of forgot about us, but we ended up finally getting to order and we shared an entre and then each got our meals. He then said he had to go to the bathroom (liar!) and as he came around behind me, he knelt down with a beautiful ring and asked me to marry him! His little speech made me cry but I managed to get out yes. Then the waiter awkwardly backed away since he had been about the clear the dishes XD

Some guys that had recently been seated near us (and got their food first the bastards! ) bought us both a drink and congratulated us. My face was so red, but then again, so was his... XD I got a free piece of cake with a sparkler too so that was fun. And then I went to work (second day at my new job at Curves, a ladies' gym) and all the ladies fawned over my ring and the fact that it was my birthday. Lol. The girl I was working with I had just met, but she was awesome and I had lots of fun dancing around the circuit and being silly with the ladies.

Now I am at home, wishing that I had something else to conclude my night, but I was too tired for clubbing just yet. Maybe next week I'll venture out after my friend, Adam, is old enough for it as well. His birthday's only six days after mine. Anyhow, thanks for reading! I had to write all of this down somewhere! ^_^ Happy August 1st everyone!!!

Oh god, I'm scaring myself now. I'm almost making these things into a habit. I was thinking last night and I'm going to be attempting to draw sometimes soon. I attempt once in a while but the result is often crappy. I admire my drawing friends for their talent and I want to be able to draw something! Nyaru (Sorry I don't know how to link to her DA account with her avatar, I hope that thingy I did works) tried to teach me a couple times but I guess I don't have the patience. Drawings should look good without having to spend twenty hours on them. T_T

Working almost every day of the week sucks, but I guess I'll have to make time for the things I love. Like going for walks and writing ^^ I almost never write anymore and that saddens me. On a happier note, ktshy is doing a commision for me that I'm really excited about. Me and sexy Draco Hopefully soon you'll all get to see some horrendously hideous artwork from me, although it may not be photoshop quality. Let me figure out HOW to draw first

Oh my gosh, last night I was at my boyfriend's house after work and I started getting a really bad headache. I felt bad at work (after 8 hours -_-) but I was feeling REALLY crummy and I couldn't eat cause my tummy was bleh. My skin was hurting and I was warm and blechy and I laid down to die. Apparently after I "fell asleep" I was hallucinating about guys trying to touch me and I was screaming and crying and trying to fight off Cj (who was trying to help me) and he told me they almost took me to the hospital cause my fever went up to 103... O.o

I don't remember anything except waking up in the freezing cold shower in my clothes. At least they gave me my dignity. Today I feel like crap and my throat is shot but at least I can breathe without choking or vomiting. I don't think I've ever been that sick in my life. And to top it off, I got my period this morning -_- *kills self*